One month,since the last update of my blog...
Where am i for these days?
Well,I am still here....at my lovely home with my beloved family...
.......April.....
In this month,
lots of thing do not work out as i planned...
Honestly speaking,i was having bad mood for the last few days.....
Why?Why?Why?
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My holiday is coming to an end very soon....
Next week is the last week for me to stay in hometown..
College Life starts on 9 of May..
The very FIRST time,i feel excited to go back KL!
I was being toooooo lazy throughout this loooong holiday. My friends busy in their work, i was busy with nothing but to spend money going here and there to taste for nice food....
So,congratulation to me,i have gained my weight..=.='''
Recently i read one article saying that girls used to talk or act against what they actually want..Well,this is so true on me..I used to be this kind of girl..I know i m underweight,i hope to gain weight but at the same time i want to maintain this weight.See.............contradiction occur...
'Apa u mau?' A familiar question from Miss Grass...I keep asking myself too...Unfortunately,i cant find the exact answer...OMG,somebody,help me please!
(Just ignore me,and don't con't to read this post as i was talking nonsense in the following paragraph)
Last few days,i was having very bad mood...Okok,i admit that i am having good tempered...
Little thing will make me angry and start to show everything on my face,if u r my closest friends,u will know it..
Just a phone call,make me angry for a few days and everything not seems to be smooth after that...
Sometimes,i feel bad too for having this tempered,but i have tried very hard to control it..Really....
This kind of tempered used to happen when the person i care did something that i dislike..I am an overbearing girl huh?
YES,i am...
i wish everything to happen in the way i want..but...reality often comes against me..
So?My hot tempered comes again..
In many times,i wish to be an ordinary girl...haiya,not to say that i m now extraordinary la...It is just a kind of feeling..that i do not know how to describe it...Sometimes,born to be a smart girl not good at all.....u will feel like u can predict the things that other people want to do in most of the time...Of course,only to particular person..I am not saying all...I can always predict what coming up next just through a little act of her/him..
In many times,i wish i do not know about it..but i cant...so, most of the time i need to pretend myself,,just not to hurt the others...Am i doing the right thing? I have to even if it is not the right way...at least i can exchange it for a smile by pretending myself..Worth it?
One thing to mention here...i love to write diary during my primary and secondary school..It has been years since the last writing...I took out my diary yesterday and i read back what i had written inside..everything seems to be just happen and they are still fresh in mind...I love to recall back those old memories..Those memories will show me some ways to live better in the future...I am always learn from the past....Without those experience,there will be no Alice Jie today...An optimistic lady...(not 100% but at least no more a pessimistic girl)
Finally.......i feel much more better after writing down my feeling here...
A bit long,nothing special,but at least i feel happy now...
Do you know that?Writing often makes me feel happy...I love to express my feeling in the way of writing...that is why i have 'books' of diary in my secret box...I love them so much!! When i grow older and older,it's gonna be very interesting to recall the little things happened in my life with my old partner...LOL.......^^
I will update the food story in the end of this month...stay tuned!=)
Good Night!!<3
~Just From Alice.J~
